One of the Truest Test

I have had several of ........ what the heck is going on with life these last few weeks. from hospital stays, to heartbreak, to wrecking my car and now the overwhelming scare of driving down the hill to work or up the hill home. We are super busy at work so it isn't the best time to miss to much of it.  I have driven my hubs C R A Z Y with my what if's?? my over thinking?? my anxiety, and my tears!!! BUT even with my less than nice voice and my excuses... he has been there a 100%. He has drove me to work which is 35 minutes one way and then came back down and picked me up,  some days when I have appts he has to make that hour round trip drive 3x's in a day.  I have attempted getting back on the road, I drove the rental car a few days but then we had a little bit of snow come thru, nothing major at all few silly inches......it is the freeze that has me freaked out and the rental car isn't a familiar car for me so I am not showing any confidence to try and drive it in freezing conditions. Today and tomorrow the hubs is on driving duties again and even though he isn't happy about it that I get all worked up and think it is making him mad, he really isn't,  he is just frustrated that I tell him he's mad when he's not!!  I am just afraid it is putting him out and I feel bad for making him do it.... he would do anything in the world for me I know this with all my heart. It is the small things when shown that mean the most and his understanding with me even if it did make him angry I know he still would do them which to me is the truest test of love for sure.

My Favorite Veteran & Hero

In honor of Veterans Day I want to share a photo of my baby brother and my hero...I love you Kurt!!! Remember those who have given their lives for our freedoms and for those who continue to live in hostile lands fighting for our Country and the freedom of everyone everywhere.  Thank you to ALL military families!!

Sunshine Project ~Jax

Kimberlyat Kimberly's Korner- 14 hours ago

Hi Everyone![image: Grab My Button] It's Thursday so that means it's time for The Sunshine Project. I hope some of you are thinking of linking up. Just link up something that has added "sunshine" to your week. Remember there are no rules! You can post about whatever makes you smile, a song, your kids, your family, your pets, a music video, friends or you can even post about making someone else smile. Summer from Summer's Story is the host of this link up and you could say I am her Co-host!

My sunshine part of last week and then this week!

This is the lil man's first Halloween it was alot of fun going out with him. I wasn't feeling well all week in fact I thought I was going to be stuck in bed but I rested up and pain med-upped and off we went to Chico to the daughters and did the Safe Street trick or treatin in the rain. He had a blast and didn't want to take his costume off.
This week we will be heading to Reno with him and his family to Circus Circus and get to experience his joy of the bright lights of the City. we are going for several reason first my niece is having a baby shower Saturday and then her 10 yr old is having a birthday party Sunday then second I need a trip of fun my daughter and her man need a couples re-treat so we are combining all of that into this weekend. We are leaving Friday the day that a horrible storm is blowing in so keep us in prayers to arrive safely.
FOR ALL OF MY WONDERFUL BLOG FRIENDS WHO HAVE CAME OVER AND RE=FOLLOWED ME THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME THAT I HAVE THE SUPPORT I DO HERE .....YOU ALL ARE THE BEST SUNSHINE EVER!!