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This Week's prompt: Independence
With everything un-raveling in my life right now I think how lucky I am to be independent. My husband encourages me to go and do things and even when I make a mess of stuff he supports me in a way where I do not feel that I am a mess. I can share life with him but I can also go out into the big world and be strong alone. It is a good feeling knowing that I can do it but I do not have to.
With having to change my blog I felt the old familiar tug of lack of independence from fear....fear of ??? that fear and deep desire to be private and hidden so I could express myself openly on here was taken from me and I felt again this week... frozen and angry of the ability of someone else's ability to take away my independence but REALLY they didn't I just thought they did for a moment...I am still me and I am still standing and if I have to change and re-arrange this blog thing then I will because the healing started to take hold for the first time and stick when I was able to connect with others who understood and survived LIFE!!! I AM INDEPENDENT AND I SURVIVED THE PAST AND I WILL CONTINUE TO MOVE FORWARD WITH HEALING.